I'm back at the Fertility Clinic. I started Femara on CD3 and went in for an ultrasound and blood work yesterday. I have a bunch of follicles growing, the two biggest being 1.2 and 1.4 on my right side. I go for another ultrasound and more blood work tomorrow, so we'll see how much they've grown. I'm hoping to O this weekend; that would be awesome. The RE raised my Femara from 5mg to 7.5mg and I've noticed a lot of aching and pain in my ovaries. Hopefully that means I'll get at least one good egg. I'll update after my u/s and b/w tomorrow.
I'm still working through things with my therapist. I wrote a letter to Ike today and had a good long cry. I would have been 19 weeks today. I didn't realize how angry I still am. I do feel "cleansed" (for lack of a better word) after writing to Ike. I'm going to put the letter away with the rest of the baby stuff we have (I keep receiving things I signed up for, like free formula and coupons, *sigh*). I hope someday soon we'll be able to open the box with my maternity clothes, our coupons/free stuff, and the teddy bear my Mom bought for Ike.
I keep telling myself we'll get to open that box again. Eventually.
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